tonight was fucking horrible.
j went to eat street with mum and drew and then I fucking saw Ty’s house mate and my stomach fucking plummeted like I’ve never in my life had a feeling like that and I would not wish it upon my worst enemy
then I walked back to mum and started crying and she basically didn’t care/didn’t say anything (bc I should be over ty and not feel a thing towards him or the relationship anymore) and when we went for another walk I saw him again and he was pointing at me and talking to his mate and I just want to fuckinf not exist anymore that would be incredibly thanks