I fucking slept with him and idk I never really thought virginity meant that much to me but apparently it does bc I can’t stop thinking about the fact that I fucking love him and he told me he was in love with me too and he made me promise that I wouldn’t break his heart but he fuckinf shattered mine and it just hurts so much it’s tearing me apart and I just want to know what he doesn’t want me like that the fuck did I do why doesn’t he fuckinf want me